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Created on 2006-08-12 22:45:18 (#10898498), last updated 2007-05-02
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| Name: | Gorgeous Eyes Shine Suicide |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1985-01-22 |
| Location: | Nowhereland, United States |
| Website: | Otherkin.net |
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Danzig- "Anything"
anything you want
anything the world has to offer
i can give you
if you just reach out to me
take my hand
everything a kiss cannot bring
i will give you
if you just say you will
and it's freedom
in my arms
and it's freedom in my arms
in my arms
in my arms
in my arms
anything you want
anything this world has to offer
i can give you
all this world and his glories
i will give it all to you
take my hand
if you just say you will
anything you want
it's in my arms
anything you need
it's in my arms
anything you want it's in my arms
anything you need it's in my
loving arms
in my arms

I'm a 22 year old stay at home mother residing in the miserable Midwest, though I don't feel this is where I belong. I have two beautiful daughters, Dara Venus- age 5 & Zoe Ambrosia- age 3. My husband & I are currently expecting baby #3 (which will most likely be our final addition to our family) in August 2007.


I suffer from severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder/Panic Disorder. It's pretty horrible. I was taking Xanax 2mgs a day for about 2years and it helped tremedously, but I'm currently medication free due to pregnancy, and despite the fact that my anxiety has returned I am still happy to be drug free. I'm trying to live a more antural life and to not put so much crap into my system.
I'm the kind of person that enjoys bringing fake flowers to old and forgotten graveyards from the 1700-1800's and leaving the flowers for the graves I feel the most connected to. I like to bring them fake flowers because they last longer than real flowers. I like to show the spirits that they aren't entirely forgotten. I like to write, thoguh I don't think I'm too good.. I used to be, though. My style varies depending upon my mood. My favorite genres are- drama, true crime, horror, scifi, & fantasy. I love to read. It keeps my mind busy. ;)
When I can, I like to go out to live musical events, such as concerts and raves and enjoy myself in that kind of atmosphere. Music is one of my many passions in life. ♥
I like wolves.. a lot. I feel a wolf spirit within me.. mostly when I get angry, which is strange.... I can see auras and spirits and have had this "gift" since I was a young kid (ever since i can remember) I grew up in a shitty little town full of drama queens and had miserable junior high- high school years and I did a lot of drugs.. A lot of drugs.. I tried- pot, acid, mushrooms, ketamine, ecstasy, cocaine, methamphetamine, heroin, AMT, etc.. Again, I am currently drug-free and very happy to be so.
I'm an Aquarius. The sign description fits me quite well, especially these traits- humanitarian, loyal, Original, inventive, Independent, intellectual, eccentric, contrary, Perverse and unpredictable, detached, Chaotic, rebellious, unconventional and broad-minded. ♥ I tend to be able to guess other people's zodiac signs correctly IF they are fellow Aquas.....
I am entirely to sensitive and emotional. I tend to get hurt easily, especially by those who are supposed to care about me. I always give as much as I can/feel you deserve if you are my friend.
I can't think of anything else you need to know.


These are some of the musicians I like. ♥-
The Misfits, Danzig, The Damned, Zombie Ghost Train, Blitzkid, Mister Monster, The Stray Cats, The Distillers, Aphex Twin, Bad Boy Bill, DJ Funk, The Grateful Dead, Nekromantix, Rancid, DJ Baby Anne, Frank Zappa, The Doors, Jerry Garcia, Michale Graves, The Clash, The Ramones, Danzig, Glenn Danzig, Samhain, Younger Brother, Aphrodite, DJ Dara, Dead Can Dance, GOA Gil, Rasputina, Anabolic Frolic, DJ Hixxy, Juno Reactor, John Digweed, Sasha, Infected Mushroom, Daft Punk, VNV Nation, Fatboy Slim, Type O Negative, White Zombie, Nirvana, Primus, Ween, The Doors, The Dead Kennedys, The Beatles, Ween, Lacuna Coil, AFI, Marilyn Manson, Deisal Boy, MC Chris, etc.

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“A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song.”
"It is this belief in a power larger than myself and other than myself which allows me to venture into the unknown and even the unknowable"
“love life, engage in it, give it all you've got. love it with a passion, because life truly does give back, many times over, what you put into it”
--Maya Angelou
"Some scientists claim that hydrogen, because it is so plentiful, is the basic building block of the universe. I dispute that. I say there is more stupidity than hydrogen, and that is the basic building block of the universe."
"The United States is a nation of laws: badly written and randomly enforced."
---- Frank Zappa
"Of all the things I've lost, i miss my mind the most." --Mark Twain
"I think of going to the grave without ever having a psychedelic experience like going to the grave without ever having sex"--Terence McKenna
"Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is."
"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free."
"I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown."
"I think in art, but especially in films, people are trying to confirm their own existences."
---Jim Morrison
"Learning how to operate a soul figures to take time."
"My advice to people today is as follows: If you take the game of life seriously, if you take your nervous system seriously, if you take your sense organs seriously, if you take the energy process seriously, you must turn on, tune in, and drop out."
--- Timothy Leary
"It's a strange thing, but when you are dreading something, and would give anything to slow down time, it has a disobliging habit of speeding up." ~J.K. Rowling, "The Hungarian Horntail," Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
"Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it." ~J.K. Rowling, "The Parting of the Ways," Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore
"After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure." ~J.K. Rowling "The Man with Two Faces," Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore


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PS- IF YOU ARE GOING TO CUT ME FROM YOUR LIST I APPRECIATE AN EXPLANATION IF WE HAVE BEEN "FRIENDS" LONG.



Danzig- "Anything"
anything you want
anything the world has to offer
i can give you
if you just reach out to me
take my hand
everything a kiss cannot bring
i will give you
if you just say you will
and it's freedom
in my arms
and it's freedom in my arms
in my arms
in my arms
in my arms
anything you want
anything this world has to offer
i can give you
all this world and his glories
i will give it all to you
take my hand
if you just say you will
anything you want
it's in my arms
anything you need
it's in my arms
anything you want it's in my arms
anything you need it's in my
loving arms
in my arms

I'm a 22 year old stay at home mother residing in the miserable Midwest, though I don't feel this is where I belong. I have two beautiful daughters, Dara Venus- age 5 & Zoe Ambrosia- age 3. My husband & I are currently expecting baby #3 (which will most likely be our final addition to our family) in August 2007.


I suffer from severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder/Panic Disorder. It's pretty horrible. I was taking Xanax 2mgs a day for about 2years and it helped tremedously, but I'm currently medication free due to pregnancy, and despite the fact that my anxiety has returned I am still happy to be drug free. I'm trying to live a more antural life and to not put so much crap into my system.
I'm the kind of person that enjoys bringing fake flowers to old and forgotten graveyards from the 1700-1800's and leaving the flowers for the graves I feel the most connected to. I like to bring them fake flowers because they last longer than real flowers. I like to show the spirits that they aren't entirely forgotten. I like to write, thoguh I don't think I'm too good.. I used to be, though. My style varies depending upon my mood. My favorite genres are- drama, true crime, horror, scifi, & fantasy. I love to read. It keeps my mind busy. ;)
When I can, I like to go out to live musical events, such as concerts and raves and enjoy myself in that kind of atmosphere. Music is one of my many passions in life. ♥
I like wolves.. a lot. I feel a wolf spirit within me.. mostly when I get angry, which is strange.... I can see auras and spirits and have had this "gift" since I was a young kid (ever since i can remember) I grew up in a shitty little town full of drama queens and had miserable junior high- high school years and I did a lot of drugs.. A lot of drugs.. I tried- pot, acid, mushrooms, ketamine, ecstasy, cocaine, methamphetamine, heroin, AMT, etc.. Again, I am currently drug-free and very happy to be so.
I'm an Aquarius. The sign description fits me quite well, especially these traits- humanitarian, loyal, Original, inventive, Independent, intellectual, eccentric, contrary, Perverse and unpredictable, detached, Chaotic, rebellious, unconventional and broad-minded. ♥ I tend to be able to guess other people's zodiac signs correctly IF they are fellow Aquas.....
I am entirely to sensitive and emotional. I tend to get hurt easily, especially by those who are supposed to care about me. I always give as much as I can/feel you deserve if you are my friend.
I can't think of anything else you need to know.
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These are some of the musicians I like. ♥-
The Misfits, Danzig, The Damned, Zombie Ghost Train, Blitzkid, Mister Monster, The Stray Cats, The Distillers, Aphex Twin, Bad Boy Bill, DJ Funk, The Grateful Dead, Nekromantix, Rancid, DJ Baby Anne, Frank Zappa, The Doors, Jerry Garcia, Michale Graves, The Clash, The Ramones, Danzig, Glenn Danzig, Samhain, Younger Brother, Aphrodite, DJ Dara, Dead Can Dance, GOA Gil, Rasputina, Anabolic Frolic, DJ Hixxy, Juno Reactor, John Digweed, Sasha, Infected Mushroom, Daft Punk, VNV Nation, Fatboy Slim, Type O Negative, White Zombie, Nirvana, Primus, Ween, The Doors, The Dead Kennedys, The Beatles, Ween, Lacuna Coil, AFI, Marilyn Manson, Deisal Boy, MC Chris, etc.

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On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day!


Click here to post this on your page or 'blog


"It is this belief in a power larger than myself and other than myself which allows me to venture into the unknown and even the unknowable"
“love life, engage in it, give it all you've got. love it with a passion, because life truly does give back, many times over, what you put into it”
--Maya Angelou
"The United States is a nation of laws: badly written and randomly enforced."
---- Frank Zappa
"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free."
"I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown."
"I think in art, but especially in films, people are trying to confirm their own existences."
---Jim Morrison
"My advice to people today is as follows: If you take the game of life seriously, if you take your nervous system seriously, if you take your sense organs seriously, if you take the energy process seriously, you must turn on, tune in, and drop out."
--- Timothy Leary
"Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it." ~J.K. Rowling, "The Parting of the Ways," Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore
"After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure." ~J.K. Rowling "The Man with Two Faces," Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore

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abandoned places, abstract thought, adventures, alice in wonderland, aliens, altered states of consciousness, animals, anime, anthropomorphic art, aphex twin, aquarius, art, astral projection, astrology, ayahuasca, baby girls, bdsm, beauty, body mods, books, boowop, cartoons, cats, cave raves, chakras, cloth-diapering, creativity, danzig, dead can dance, didgeridoos, discovering new things, divination, draco malfoy, dragons, dreaming, drum-n-bass, ecstasy, electricity, electronic music, erowid.org, exploration, faeries, fairy tales, fantasy, fantasy novels, fate, festivals, fiends, frank zappa, frogs, full moon, ghosts, giving birth, glenn danzig, glowsticks, goa/psytrance, grassafonia, halloween, hank iii, harry potter, hinduism, horror movies, horrorpunk, hybrids, imagination, imperfection, intelligence, intelligent conversation, inuyasha, italian food, italian guys, italian sausage, j.k. rowling, japanese culture, jesus christ, john waters, jungle, kinky sex, love, lucid dreaming, lucio fulci, lumos, lycanthropy, magic, magick wands, mermaids, metal, mister monster, music, mythological creatures, mythology, native american culture, natural parenting, old photographs, old unvisited graves, otherkin, paranormal, parties, peace, philosophy, pirates, plur, poi, pro-choice, psychedelic experience, psychobilly, punk, rasputina, raves, remus lupin, rockabilly, runes, science, science fiction, sex, shamanism, siberian huskies, slytherin, soul searching, south park, sphinx, spirit animals, spirits, spirituality, spooky things, the 60s, the 7th house, the fall, the misfits, the occult, the supernatural, the twilight zone, the unexplained, the woods, timothy leary, travelling, trees, tribal drumming, tribes, turntables, water, were-creatures, wicca, wm3, wolf spirits, wolves, writing, x-files, yule, zombies
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